random.

Spm making me so nervous these days.
Make me can't even sleep well.
And i even dream a bout what i studied.
I wonder what else can happen in the following days.
First thing i need is sleeping pills.
A strong sleeping pills. haha.
I feel like spreading my loves around haha.
So anyone volunteer for me to say i love you? haha.
okay I'm being very random now.
what to do. spm haha.

spm is coming. soon.
and all the illness is attacking me in the same time.
i wonder what can be worst than this.

grandpa, rest in peace. =)
I love you alwayss.

.....

Went to tuition just now.
When i heard the following week's class schedule, I know it going to be a tough weeks to go.
I feel so exhausted. 37 days to SPM.
And i look like zombie now. *according to my mum* haha.

.....

Maybe i'm just too tired...

...

what i can is just ''finally...''

wondering..

Why why why?
No matter how hard i try, the result will still be the same.
No matter how much i want it, i still wouldn't get it.
I just wonder why.
Some people got it, but they don't want it.
I wonder why. sigh.

Conclusion, do not give to high hope to anything in your life.
You may hope but not too high.
Once you fall, it hurts.